I promised not to post anymore.

Because of me Megan is dead. Sergei killed her. I said I wouldn't go after May as long as she was alive and so he killed her. I don't know why he wants me to get May, but now... Now I'm going to kill both of them.

Portnoy and Megan... I'm not going to let anyone else die by the hands of these two psychopaths.

I went out to talk to Maless about another dream. It was the same dream. Except it was telling me Megan was dead... I guess it was sort of prophetic though the rest of what it said made no sense. It's not important though. The love of my life is dead. I returned back to find her in the bedroom. She was gutted and her eyes removed. Her hands were obviously moved after her death so that they appeared to be pulling her ribcage open. It... It was terrible. There was a note as well... "Now nothing exists to hold you back. Get your vengeance."

It didn't say it was Sergei but I just know that it is. He gave me the tape, he told me about May's departure... He has to be the one behind this.

Once May is dealt with I'm going to skin him. No I'll do worse then that. He butchered Megan... I'll butcher him. I'll make it slow. I'll skin him alive and then feed him his own skin. I'll break every bone in his body one by one. I'll find some way to make his pain last as long as possible. I will break him and make him beg for death. Only once I am satisfied will I let him die.

I'm breaking my promise not to post anymore to make sure he knows what he's done. I want him to know what awaits him. You got that Sergei? You have what you wanted. I'm going to kill May but after that you're next.

That was strange.

I had the weirdest dream last night. It was like there was someone screaming at me. They were telling me to open my eyes and when I woke up I thought I saw... It was a thing. I didn't get to see it well but it didn't look human. I must have still been dreaming.

Actually that's not even the weirdest thing that happened to me. I was watching TV today. There was this news show on. I don't really watch the news and was going to change the channel but then I noticed something. They were showing a live feed from somewhere in Boston and someone walked by the camera. Someone who was very unmistakeably May. I know where she is now. In the weirdest, most random, stroke of luck ever, I know where she is.

Now, I can't even do anything about it. I can't leave Megan now. I have to let her get away. As long as Megan is alive I can't leave her side.

Getting better and still searching.

Megan called me while I was still at Maless'. She apologized and I did too. She's willing to let me come back home. I thanked Maless for letting me stay and went back home. The relationship between Megan and I is still somewhat frosty but I'm sure things will get better.

The bad news. Portnoy passed away last night. Megan or no Megan I'm not giving up my plans for vengeance. I'm still going to find May and find some way to make her pay for what she did.

For now though Megan is my priority.

The search.

The next morning I headed to my place of work and hid out front waiting for May to show up. I managed to stay there for hours without her showing up and eventually I got caught and escorted off the premises. On the way though Sergei passed me and slipped me a note.

"You won't find her here. She quit shortly after the death. Said she couldn't remain working in a place where such a thing happened."

The bitch is on the run.

Well there's nowhere she can hide I won't find her.

I need to come up with a plan. There needs to be some way I can find her.

The tape.

I'm still staying with Maless. Megan is still pissed at me. I was angry at myself earlier but god what an unsympathetic bitch.

Anyways Sergei showed up randomly and handed me a tape. He then left.

I watched the tape on my own. Maless was out at his own job. It showed the product in the testing labs.

There was a woman there. I recognized her from Portnoy's description. It was that May person. She was doing something to the product. She stopped suddenly as Portnoy walked in. She smiled at him and left and he watched her leave before starting up the Product. At which point it exploded and the film became static.

I didn't kill Portnoy. That bitch May. She sabotaged the product. She killed Portnoy and got me fired. I intended to bring the tape to the police and show them what happened but as I tried to eject it the tape got stuck and the film began to unwind and snapped. I tried to get the film but it disintegrated. I had no proof. This was undoubtedly the film from the security camera's so there was likely to be no other copies. No proof. She'd go free. I was going to be blamed. No... I'd be blamed but I wasn't going to let her go free.

I decided I was going to track her down. I'd make her pay myself.

I threw out the pieces of the tape before Maless got home. I headed up to the guest room but I can't sleep.

I'm far too angry. I vow here and now I'm going to kill May for what she did. 

Damn it all.

I went to work today as per usual. Everything was fine. At the end of the day though... Sergei comes up to me.

Sergei: Hey. You the one who submitted the product for testing on Friday?

Me: I nodded.

Sergei smiled and it was horrifying. His mouth seemed to stretch like his skin was wider than his head.

Sergei: Your product exploded during the testing. One of the testers was seriously injured. Oh and you're being fired.

I stood in shock before managing to choke out the words. "Who was injured?"

Sergei: An employee by the name of Portnoy.

Me: Portnoy?! Will he be okay?

Sergei: Unknown. My guess though...

He made a throat slitting gesture which also gave me a great view of a jagged scar across his throat. After that he walked off laughing.

I went to the hospital to see Portnoy. He's still alive but in critical condition. The fan blade launched off and embedded itself about 6 inches into his left eyeball. They say it's surprising he's not already dead. He's... He's not going to make it. I know he isn't. I killed my best friend...

I went home after. Megan tried to console me but I yelled at her. She's angry at me now. I'm sleeping at Maless' tonight.

Lost my job. Killed my friend. Pissed off my wife. Things were going so well...

Long live weekends.

So today is a Saturday. No work. At least, not for me Megan works on Weekends. As a result I called up my buddies; Maless and Portnoy. We made plans to go to Portnoy's house for a guy day.

We spent the day playing video games and talking. Portnoy works at the same place as me but in a different department. Apparently they got a new person too. A woman named May. Apparently she's very strange as well. So, in the same day we get two very strange new employees. We decided we were going to keep an eye on them and tell each other anything interesting we find out.

I just reread that and oh my god we must be bored.

Anyways, other than that nothing happened today. Going to bed now. Megan won't be in till 11:00 so just going to bed alone.